Told you!

Am feeling better already. Still not my normal old self, but better than earlier in the week! I'm excited about my photoshoot next weekend and I'm excited about the other 3 I have in the next month as well. I'm going to do some advertising over the next couple of weeks and see if I can book some more. I think sunshine and photos and babies are just what I need at the moment.

Tomorrow will be a better day

Hi, my name's Kristin and I have trouble sticking to and finishing off things I start. I did keep taking daily photos for another few weeks after my last post but I kept forgetting to upload them. Then I started forgetting to take them. Then I decided I didn't really care because seriously, my life's not exciting enough to document anyway. I would've just ended up with 220 photos of Bindi and 145 of random crap. So once again I fail at the 365 project.

To be honest I've been stuck in a gigantic rut for a while now. Some things have happened this year and are still happening that have made me feel sad and anxious and flat. I haven't even picked up my camera for months... the thought of doing a photoshoot next weekend scares me to death. I feel like I've forgotten how to do it but I know that's silly. I hope it'll all be ok once I pick it up and turn it on again. I hope the spark comes back and I don't have to fake my way through it.

I really need to start looking after myself better, I mean mentally. I know the things I need to do to stop me from getting to this place and I know how hard it is to get out once I'm here but still, it keeps happening. I only need one spec of motivation and enjoyment to get me started and to start feeling better. The problem is, I just can't seem to find it anywhere, especially not in the places I usually leave it like inside my camera or a cupcake or a book. This time, it's nowhere to be found!

Man I'm such a drama queen. I bet tomorrow I'll feel better and look back at this and wish I never wrote it, and then probably delete it! Yes, that's it, tomorrow will be a better day. =)

35: And now for something completely different

Today I have a movie for you from my new not so secret admirer! When he's here, you can't keep him away from my office for all of the toys in the world! haha

Also, today I went to get my photos printed for my assessment and my usb drive has died. So then I nearly died of a panic attack. Luckily, I'd backed it all up on the computer last night so all was ok... for now!

34: Tell me why I don't like Mondays?

More homework and almost tantrums and tears. I'll be happy when this is over!

33: Sunday Sunday

I cheated a little today. This photo is from the gig last night but it was after midnight so it still counts kinda!

Today Auntie Karrot & Uncle Rocket came to visit. Was great to catch up with them! After they left I knuckeled down into some homework and then got really frustrated and wanted to cry. Then Terry cooked me tea. Then I went to bed. The end. :)

32: Going solo

Had lunch with Terry today. He's got school this weekend so I had to drive to the other side of the world to see him! Tonight Josh & I were meant to go to a gig together but he had to get up at 5am Sunday to go to Hopetoun. Sorry, didn't have to, just wanted to! So I ended up going solo. :) I met up with a couple of friends at the start when the band started I ditched them to go sneak up to the front so I could actually see - one of the benefits of going to a gig alone is being able to sneak in front of people and them not get angry because they can see over my head anyway! haha. Was an awesome night and I'd definitely do it by myself again if I had to.

We interupt this broadcast...

for a little extra post!

It's come to my attention that the photo's I've been taking are terrible! I've basically been taking bad photos of anything just to say I've taken a photo.. So from now on I'm going to make more of an effort. Even if it's just a photo of something boring, I'll do my best to make it look good! As soon as the internet is fixed at home I might even start using Audrey instead of my phone, then I'll take photos to be proud of again!